There is no need for me to dwell on the past. Yeah sure I’ve lost weight in the past, but what good is it now that I gained it all back and some. I’ve been worrying about my weight my whole life. I just think it’s useless to focus on the mistakes I made, I don’t want to beat myself up about it. I just want to get on with my life and finally make a change. I’m only 15 years old, I’m unhappy, and I’m at my heaviest weight of nearly 210 lbs. Just last june I was 160lbs. When you’re unhappy with yourself and your situation, all you can do is change it. I plan to take a leap of faith.